Had I realized the way this journey would progress, I may have asked for a refund before taking my first step.
But, the thought of God using my passion to further His Kingdom thrilled my soul.
The promise of purpose for my life gave me hope.
My journey began with many unanswered questions, yet with absolute confidence that the season which lay ahead would be an adventure in honoring God by serving others.
That first step found traction fourteen years ago and man what a trek.
Dips so low I despaired to the point of giving up.
Hills that appeared too high to climb.
Curves so sudden and sharp I feared I would not survive.
And the signs.
Warning. Yield. Slow. Detour. Intersection.
Stop.
By far the most common sign I encountered was stop.
I doubted I would arrive at the destination God intended before my last breath this side of heaven.
Can you relate?
Would you like to know something sweet about today?
Every dip, hill, curve, and delay is now part of my past, which means God brought me through!
And of all the ways God confirmed His will for this part of my journey, one remembrance continually pressed me forward. This one event served to remind me that I did hear His call and that I must take the next step.
For several years, I visited and provided care for a dear loved one who lived in a long-term care facility. I believed God prepared me to serve her long before she fell ill, and it was my joy to do so.
Two years into my journey with her, I recorded these words (names were removed for the sake of privacy):
I pulled the card from my bag, hesitated before opening the envelope and prayed, “Please don’t let it contain money.”
It contained a check with a note thanking me for all I do.
An inner conflict began. Joy for the timing of the funds received; hesitation because I didn’t want to be paid for the care I gave.
As I thought about this gift, a new perspective came to mind. She has been one of my main cheerleaders in the realm of writing. Her childlike joy over my baby steps inspired me to take more steps. Sometimes I feel I’m taking steps so I can report to her; make her day brighter.
I decided to use it as an investment in my writing. Maybe this is God’s way of providing for the website and a few other items, which I have not purchased because of our financial stress. I can’t think of a sweeter memory than my loved one being credited for my next steps. Steps that may be the trajectory to ministering to others.
This unexpected gift. God’s provision for pursuing my passion; His calling.
That gift was entirely unexpected so far as I was concerned. But it was in the works from the foundation of the world from God’s perspective, and it remains a glowing ember on the timeline of my writing life.
Exactly two years ago, I purchased TruthintheMidst.com and I shared the following testimony in my Compel Training writer’s community:
As most of you know, I’ve been w-a-i-t-i-n-g for a while…a long while.
I sensed God’s directive to move forward. The next step was to purchase a domain name. The problem was the hosting service doesn’t accept pocket lint for payment of services rendered (heads up on that piece of free advice).
Then, I received a card thanking me for providing care for a family member. When I opened the card, a check fell out. A real check. One with my name on it and everything! Guess what else? The bank cashed it! As if that weren’t good enough, it more than covered the costs associated with purchasing my domain name.
The real blessing for me is the fact that every time I work on this site, I will be reminded of the person who is my loudest cheerleader for writing.
God’s provision came through an obedient child of God, and I determined to do the same for others.
When I sensed the Enemy’s taunts, I remembered God’s provision.
What felt like a dream eternally just out of my reach is now a reality.
This journey is but one example of how God taught me to filter my circumstances through His Word so that I would not lose hope. These words, this website, this ministry are ultimately offerings of worship to my Father and published as seeds of hope that you may be encouraged.
I have experienced discouragement. My spirit benefitted from friends who cheered me on even though I felt someone kept moving the goal line.
I also know the joy of the journey and the pleasure of reaching the intended destination.
In honor of my loved one who obeyed God by gifting provision and cheering me forward, I share these words with you. I believe I will never cease to think of the moment I opened that envelope and realized God confirmed His call by providing in a way I did not expect.
Friend, I am here to tell you that God’s provision is not something that only happened to me. It’s not something that happens only to a select few of His children.
Provision from God is a promise to all those who are His.
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. – Psalm 23:1 (NASB)
And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. – Philippians 4:19 (NASB)
This leg of my journey has found its end and the next begins.
My desire is to honor God by fostering your faith with God’s Word as the supreme source of truth, guidance, and awe.
Sharing our lives with one another is God’s way for His people.
Iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another. – Proverbs 27:17 (NASB)
Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful; and let us consider how to stimulate one another to love and good deeds, not forsaking our own assembling together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another; and all the more as you see the day drawing near – Hebrews 10:23-25 (NASB)
May God be glorified as our paths intersect and may your soul find joy in knowing you are never alone, never without hope, and always part of His plan.
Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age. – Matthew 28:19-20 (NASB)
Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that you will abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. – Romans 15:13 (NASB)
Consider the words from a dear friend, “Wouldn’t it be a shame? Wouldn’t it be a pure shame to get to the end of your life and realize that you could have helped so many if you would have just been obedient?”.
Friend, your life has a purpose designed by The Creator of the universe.
Trust Him and take your next step; let’s do this life together for His glory.
Can you recall a moment when you knew beyond a shadow of any doubt that God provided for your journey?
Are you pursuing a goal from God? Do you have a cheerleader?
Let me know with a comment below.
Hello from a Compel member! (Not sure if you remember me or not.)
I loved hearing your story about your family member, and I’m so glad you used the money to buy the domain. Your website is beautiful as is your writing and passion for God and others.
I have several cheerleaders, and I’m so thankful for them. My biggest cheerleaders are my husband, mom, and twin sister. They keep me writing when I want to give up. I don’t know yet what God wants to do with my writing, but I continue to simply write out of obedience and worship. I feel like I’m getting closer to the time when God’s going to lay my primary message on my heart.
Looking forward to more posts!
Howdy, Renee 🙂 Of course, I remember you. Wow! You have a whole cheerleading squad; what a blessing. I’ll join right in with your squad and encourage you to stay the course of writing in obedience and worship, friend. I can’t think of a better reason to write. I am so glad you dropped by, and I look forward to seeing you here, again (and in Compel). Blessings on your words and your journey.
Charla. I love your website. Thank you for sharing your story and God’s word. You are a wonderful teacher of God’s word and great inspiration for me. Looking forward to more.
Donna! Thank you for visiting and for your encouraging words. You are a sweet friend to me ?. I am grateful that our paths crossed and I look forward to many steps of faith with you!
Love the finished website. Well done!
God is the healer of broken hearts and hopeless situations. He offers people a “living hope” through His Son Jesus (1 Peter 1:3-9). So may God continue to to use your spiritual gift to bring Him glory and serve those He brings across your path as you share Truth from His Word and God’s hope to all who are in need. Continue to be still and know that He is God. Looking forward to your next post. Proud of you “Fwiend.”
Howdy! I am so glad you stopped by, and I am grateful for your words from His Word; I can always count on you for that. Amen to being still and knowing God is who He says He is (you know my plight) :-). Know what? I’m looking forward to my next post, too! Love God’s journey 🙂 Thank you for being a true Fwiend!
Beautiful site! I am looking forward to your future posts.
Oh, Dee Dee! Thank you so much for stopping by 🙂 Forgive my website ignorance, my friend. I am still learning how to process comments. Thank you for your encouraging words and your sweet, sweet spirit!
Thank you so much for your words from God, they are a much needed encouragement right now. The tears are falling and a release is felt, I’m sorry for the distance but you know where I’m at right now and praying it will end soon. Two good friends are encouraging me and praying for me I know. Thank you so much, I love you friend.❤
Debra, you are not only on my heart but consistenly in my prayers. I am humbled that reading this offering provided release for you. That is God’s provision for your aching heart. May the Holy Spirit minister to your heart and keep you ever mindful that you are free…forever. I love you much, my friend. But, Jesus loves you most ?! See you soon 🙂
How exciting it is to see your site come to fruition, Charla! I look forward to receiving your future posts and if by chance, you hear a swishing sound in the background, that’s me cheering you on. I can’t wait to see the ways God will use your words to bless, encourage, and inspire others. So proud of you, sweet friend!
Cathy! This feels weird (but a good weird); replying to you 🙂 Thank you for stopping by, friend and for your ecouraging words. Swish away! I pray we will soon sit and have tea in your Tiny House.
Swishing! And oh yes, Lord willing, cups of tea in the tiny house are in the future. 🙂
I am proud of the obedience you have shown. It was that same obedience to the lord that kept our marriage together. I love you may God always bless your journey. Ps,you and aunt Lou are truly like to peas in a pod.
Aww. Look at you 🙂 Look at us ?! Thank you for sticking it out with me, and for allowing me to care for Aunt Lou. You know I consider it a high compliment to share a pod with her. I love you, too!
Hi Charla! Your new site is beautiful! Looking forward to reading more great posts. Sharing this one on Twitter and LinkedIn. Blessings to you!
Sarah, thank you for stopping by today. Your support throughout my journey is abundantly appreciated. Blessings to you as well, my friend 🙂
I am definitely experiencing God’s hand leading me right now. Love Romans 15:13!!! Thanks for sharing and encouraging us to look to Him today. 🙂
Lyli, your words speak to me with each post I read. I am grateful to know God used my words to encourage you, friend.
Your site is beautiful, Charla. Yay for being patient and trusting the purpose He had for you. The good things always take time. — I, too, had a cheerleader, an aunt even, who passed away, but who was always the first to read, share, affirm the writer in me before I even understood what that meant. Priceless gifts they are, these cheerleaders. Maybe mine and yours and walking the streets of heaven together this morning. 🙂
Amen, my friend. What a glorious vision; our loved one mingling together with The One who brought us together. Thank you for stopping by, Brenda. Your time and words are a joy to my soul.